Kick Rocks

These games I am over... The fights I am over... The no trust I am over... Do you please because I can't do this any more... If you can't look at me and see I am enough than you need to find the one that is... I feel no pain or regrets this time... So don't let my door hit you in the behind... I have said it once and yes I will say it again I know my worth... And I am so much better than this situation you have me in... Your chains you thought you had on me... Ha! I have the key... And all the words you try to curse me with will only come back to you... don't scream and shout cause that is not what my love is about! Save your time and energy because I have tuned you out... Please delete my pictures and delete my number and I shall do the same... When you see me please don't speak... I rather think of you as an old nightmare that won't hound me anymore.... And I am ready to move on to my good dreams!!!

Over and over

So meant to be but just wont be... We fight against what is right... I don't know why but we do or maybe we are just two fools... In love is what we are and what we will be, we even considered starting a family! But the devil continues to come in and drive us apart and we allow this to happen :( We break up, we get back together, we break up, we get back together... Countless times I cant even imagine... When do we give up... I'm tired and I know you are too! Maybe there just shouldn't be a me and you.... I think I am at the point I love you enough to let you go... If you are to find happiness out there I don't know... But if you ask you shall receive but then you stop and think about it... There is no you without me! So I am sure this foolish circle will continue until the lead in the pencil breaks then we may just separate!

How do you see me???

When you look at me what do you see??? I think I am a strong black woman... Hard on the outside but so soft on the inside... Yeah I walk and talk like don't nothing bother me... But I have a heart too... My hair... I wear it how I feel... It changes one style is to boring for me cut it, grow it, dye it who cares that is how I express my flare... Keep my baby hairs styled just right on my forhead which I dont consider big... Down to my slim nose which is just right for my face... When I smile my cheack bones pop out but in a cute way with a faint dimple on each side... My lips...Oh my lips sexy and full and soft to the touch! The shape of my body just right for my frame not small, not big, but just right... How do you see me?

New Experience!!!

I have given you so many new experiences.... You will never forget me... So when she tries it... Ha! Nope I did it first tell her try the next thing... Nope I did that too... I am the best and none can be better... But I can't stop them from trying!!! Oh shit you remember.... Yeap! Constantly I am in your head... That song that is playing in the background... Awww does it make you think of me!!! Damn don't blame her cause she don't do it like I do can't ride it like I do... You thought you could find another me... Naw babe your boys lied... I told you to listen to me.... But now you sit and stare and can't get me out your head... Where are your boys now... Those hoes yea they only wanted one thing... Don't come home from work early cause she is now with your boy... I know I know with me you didn't have to worry about that... Again a new experience... I will always be the first and the last remember that!