You're the One

This song says it all... I never thought someone could just be your everything... But now I believe that it's possible... What is not perfect for one person is perfect to someone else... The thing is when you find this it may just be smart to hold on to it because you just don't find Mrs. or Mr. right every day! When you find the one you  will know... Your heart, body, and mind will confirm the feeling for you ;)

New New!

I open my eyes and see more clear... I stop talking and listen to the sounds that I once wasn't able to hear... A new beginning..... A changed me.... I will look forward and learn from what I used to be.... I smile because I make myself happy.... No need to wait for complements or approval because these things I am now sure of for myself.... This is a crazy world that we are in.... But I will make the best of it and aim to win.... No more holding me down, no more me wearing a frown, no more you getting under my skin... I am here now and I am ready to win!!!

Sleepless

Sleepless night... What to do... I don't know is this because of you... Well that means you are still a part of me and I have not yet let go... But at this point I wont let my feelings show.... This is now a turning point in life and yet I stand here not knowing which turn to make... How I hope this time I make the right decision for my own sake... My feelings are all over the place... I cant figure anything out... At some points I want to shout... But that wont help so I begin to cry as I look at myself in the mirror and ask myself why??? Its because I love you more than life itself, more than a trophy on my shelf... Without you I feel like I'm not me and me loving you is how it should be... So I will walk this walk day by day and hope one day to hear you say __________.....